I fall in love with the sky and im all alone

Bismillahirahmanirahim ........new semester is here again.......

Somehow im extremely bersemangat for this whole new semester!Finally i have that feeling back!!!!!!!Tq Allah.......

I made so many mistakes in life that i wish never in a million years i attempted those...but well we are not perfect.as human being we can just try our best and everything else leave it to Allah to decide...Somehow being here in Sheffield was an eye opener for me at first.As time past by,im just all ALONE here..it scares me when i wake up each day having the feeling oh shutttt its another ordinary day.....

i want to lead a more meaningful life ...so here are my new azam;p

1)Ya Allah i wanna bring my self closer to u..i wanna be a better muslim....

2)im very lucky as a person ..Alhamdulillah im leading an easy life.its easy for me but i know its not the same for everyone else. i wanna give back....i really wanna help people who are in need ...i really really really really really really do...

3)Ya Allah kau kurniakan lah aku semangat yang berkobar-kobar untuk menimba ilmu Ya Allah...i was touched when somebody told me-Nina timbalah ilmu kerana Allah..in that way anda tidak akan mudah putus asa..walau apapun the outcomes will be..deep inside ur doing a right thing and u will never go wrong ....

4)its about time to grow up....im not too young or to old to make changes.....apalah sangat maksalah yang dihadapi sekarang berbandin masalah yang bakal dihadapi di hari-hari mendatang yang pasti jauh lebih menduga...dengan ketabahan dan ketetapan hati InsyaAllah everything will be ok.....;p...surely ull stand tall ....

5)mama,papa though u guys are so far away....and i hope ur reading this..i nak mintak maaf kalau i ada salah silap sebagai seorang anak....halalkan everything.....doakan kejayaan kami disini..its not easy and its never been any harder with u guys so far away....

6)to a special someone-u earned my respect in so many ways..i like it the way we r...how we take things very slowly.how we keep on reminding our selves not to get carried away when everything is still not halal for us...

Amin ya rabbal alamin....